A quote on love

స్నేహం దూడ లాంటిది. ప్రేమ దున్నపోతు లంటిది.
దూడ పెరిగి, దున్నపోతు అవుతుంది కానీ దున్నపోతు, దూడ అవ్వటం కుదరదు...

baagundi kada...ekkadoo chadivinattu gurthu..
thot of sharing here..

jaya janardhanaa...krishnaa

....sung by a little girl..

Jaya Janardhana Krishna Radhika Pathe
Jana vimochana Krishna Janma Mochana
Garuda Vahana Krishna Gopika Pathe
Nayana mohana Krishna Neeajekshana

Charanam 1

Sujana Bandhava Krishna Sundarakruthe
Madana Komala Krishna Madhava Hare
Vasumati Pathe Krishna Vasavanuja
VaraguNakara Krishna Vaishnavakruthe
Suruchiranana Krishna Shouryavaridhe
Murahara Vibho Krishna mukthidayaka
Vimalapalaka Krishna Vallabhipathe
Kamalalochana Krishna kamyadayaka

Charanam 2

Vimalagatrane Krishna Bhaktavatsala
Charana pallavam Krishna Karuna Komalam
KuvalaikshaNa Krishna komalaakruthe
tava padambujam Krishna sharanamashraye
Bhuvana nayaka Krishna pavanakruthe
GuNagaNojwala Krishna Nalinalochana
Pranayavaridhe Krishna guNagaNakara
damasodara Krishna deena vatsala


Charanam 3

Kamasundara Krishna pahi sarvada
Narakanashana Krishna Narasahayaka
Devaki sutha Krishna KaruNyambhude
Kamsanashana Krishna Dwaraksthitha
Pavanatmaka Krishna dehi mangaLam
Tvatpadambujam Krishna Shyama komalam
Bhaktavatsala Krishna Kamyadayaka
Palisennanu Krishna Srihari namo


Charanm 4

Bhaktadasa naa Krishna Harasu Nee sada
Kadu ninthena Krishna Salaheya Vibho
Garuda vahan Krishna Gopika Pathe
Nayana mohana Krishna Neerajekshana

The Chocolate Kadha..

Before కధ: 
nikil and his brothers returned home...from a tiresome work at the temple...
some abishekaa's, Jeevitham lo unna tuttara mottam tiirindi...maa babai koduku mokku valla..
also in evening..some decoration with food and sweets..
with us we brought all the remaining decorated items back..after giving away prasadam's.

The కధ:
we all were very hungry...tinataaniki prasaadaalu tappa emii laevu...naa 
interest antaa oka rendu pedda bastaala meedaney...aa rooju night just before closing..some one gave me two packs of Toblerone...
ikkada advantage enti antey..nenuu inkoka 5 members tappa akkada evaruu chocolates tinaru..for the rest, even the chocolate names were new..malla untayoo undavoo ani..oka packet out akkadey.
intiki vocchaka..i was searching for another one...kanipinchatam laedu..inthaloo na mundara rendu bastalu pettaru..full of different kinds of chocolates...


then sorting...nikil takes 5star's, milky bars, dairymilk's..some wafer biscuits..and alpenliebe...time 11:30pm..tv loo edoo wrestling match comming...
kallu tv meeda, mouth chocolates meeda..alpenliebe was very much time consuming..soo time waste anukuni..deleted that item from my list..(appatikey one roll...completed)..inka nidra podaam ani..we were getting ready...time was 2:30am..naela meeda matt veyyataaniki neneu paiki lechaanu..pakkaki tirigithey oka sagam bastaa ki vocchenta chocolate covers...'OMH-WTH' ivanni neneu tinnanaa ani oka innocent luck iccha...tarvatha na chaeta aa covers mottam lekka pettinchru..


The list
23--milky bar's...
20--target's...(wafer biscuits)
16--dairy milk's...
11--5-star's...
1 Toblerone..and
1 roll of alpenlibe......all in 5 hours...

After కధ:
after 3 hrs..it was 5:30..and the usual day started for all...but for me..something taedaa..in stomach...and when we finished brushing..mouth clean cheskunnaka something brownish..(the after effect of chocolates), then andaruu coffee lu tagutunte i aksed for milk..tattukolekpoya..i tried desperately to drink it..naa valla kalaedu...ratri tinna chocolates satisfaction mottam oka 5 minutes loo pooyindi...total vomiting..aa debbaki appati nunchi em chusinaa chocolate laganey kanipistunnadi...

OMG-WTH...!!!(Oh My God-What The Hell)..

aipooindi mottam ayipooyindi....
         nenu exam rastunte oka circular..
maa principal nannu room looki rammani pilichaadu..
endukaa anukunna...
aa kshnam anumaanamesindi..
maru kshanam ashyamesindi..
aa tarvatha bhayameesindi...
tarvatha na meeda naakey jaaleesindi..
                naa B.tech jeevitam mangalam padesetattu undi...
two weeks back naa 2-2 answer papers missing in the university ani confirm chesaaru..
asalu manam exams kudurugundaa raayatame goppa vishyam..alantidi...paper povatam enti..WTH.


in 'prince' room:


neenu: gud morning sir?
prince: very gud moning nikil sit down.
neenu: "WTH(Why The Hell) is he asking me to sit down?"anukuni..kurchuni..thank you sir.cheppa...
prince:how is yur health nikil?
neenu: "luking desperately for someone to get me out of there.."fine sir it is okay now..
prince: nikil as we expected...yur papers would be missing..and actually they were indeed.
neenu: "ha ha ha at laast..niiiii.yenk's....chaavu kaburu inta challa cheptaav enti raa?"anukuni...why me? ani cinematic level loo dialogue..
prince: there was nothng we could...ani displayed my marks...
neenu: WTH 5 times..cheppukunna..for every single paper i failed...these are not my marks ani cheppa..
kanii aa room loo naa badha ardham chskuney vallu leeru...oo pakka kallaloo water rotating...soo oka OMG-WTH skunna...
prince: nikil actually we passed yu in the finals as the mistake lies with univ..but not having internals was yur mistake..why the hell didn't yu write internal exams..?
neenu: nii ayya niiku avasaramaa raa..more over for that one sub in which i passed...it was only two questions i attempted..16+16=32 not 49 which yu are trying to convience me...that they are my marks..WTH..is in yur mind...(andaakaa manasuloo anukuntunna mantranni..i spilled out.)
prince: wat was that nikil?try to behave properly..
neenu: i broke out...but not in a mood to take back those words...lite anukunna..
prince: lite ley nikil..this is JNTU-A..many are suffering like yu ani cheppi..try to write internals atleast from now ani byee cheppesaadu..


i came out crying..ppl asked me wat happend.."batuku bustand ayipoyindi""jeevitham sarva nasanam" ani cheppa...
vallu em ardham cheskunnaroo emoo kaniii...frequency of people visiting prince's office decreased drastically...frm next day..


morals of the story:


1.Internal examinations rayaali...no matter how many marks u get..
2. OMG or WTH hepls a lot in those situations..
3.never think toomuch when someone calls yu into their room..
4.andaruu principal's okeylaa undaru...
5.donot dare to join under JNTU-A(anantapuram)..

marooo charitra...

History repeats!!! 

my mother used to tell me... 
 during their childhood days..people lost one full academic year due to telangana agitation.
many of them migrated to rayalaseema and andhra regions 
chuudabotey ippudu same situation la undi 
eppudoo november loo complete ayipovalsina exams inkaaa avtuuneyy unnayi..
appudey January kudaa comming...
ii yedadi second semester complete chestaama? ani prajalu nmmakm kopotunnru...
yeedi emainaa yeedi emii kakapoyinaa...ii exams matram ilaane postphone aipovalni asistuu


mii
nikhil..
PS:exams complete ayipothey tension potundi ani alochinchadam sarikaadu..malla second semester start avutundi...ii chinna logic ela miss avutunnaru miiru..

Documentaries... maniac.

True... this free time is killing me.. coping up with these panic attacks is growing much harder... i feel like i may end up useless someday.. untill i found these special short films...:)

chinappudu national geographic chanel chustuntey edoo english vocheeseedi anukuni bhramalo teeliyakundaaney inherent gaa andaram alanti shows ki addict ayyi untaam.. alanti tokkalolla list looki nenuu cheeripoyaa...

vamsi gaadu vaadi to be IIT graduation sandarbham gaa naaaku icchina gift 1 TB of all the crap ever on IIT-M's LAN... kurchuuni okkokkatii chustey undi baboii..... more information more knowledge... ivanni telusukuni em peekutanoo emoo teliyadu kanii.. but believe me.. tehre is really something special in knowing things that your peers only heard of remotely...:)

vatili meeda chinna chinna reviews kudaa untaai.. beware ..:)

piccha lite policy too picchekkindi.

yaaaaa it' truee...
very turuuu...

adanthaa okappudu, piccha lite public school loo first benchiloo kurchuney neenu..gatha 2 weeks nunchi...  asalu em chestunnanoo ardham avvatam laedu...

mailing list loo unna andaritoo gooki marii godavaletteskunenta range loo over-react ayipotunna..

reasons:

1.Attendence entha vundi?(cannot risk detainment).

2.Intha varaku previous semester results cheppalaedu.

3.Inkaa GATE ki apply cheyyalaedu.

4.health again causing some troubles.

5.maa chelli naa crush story chuseesindi(recently added to list).

innitini lite teskovatam naa valla kaaadu baboiiii naa valla kaadu...

First crush -Final part.

curiousity vocchinaa, kakkruthi vocchinaa aagadu ani ekkadoo chadivinattu gurthu..

alanay ayyidni naa situation appudu..

what if she doesn't fall in my room.?

what is she thinking bad about me?

what should be my next step?

finally how to write the exam now..(ii patiki anni marchipoyi unta ani feeling vocchindi)?

bhayam veesi kaseepu ivanni pakkana petti calm gaa kurchunna..i logaa time ayyindi we started to get in to our roms. I almost forgot her..

naa seat..first bench...velli kurchunnanu...tension gaa unna..gaali koosam window face turning icchukuna..

evaroo addam gaa kurchunnaru..

manam "kanipinchina vallatoo comedy" policy loo

"evandii mii jadam konchem pakkaku testaraa."ani anna

face turning icchukuntey

inkevaru mana "baghyam" naa pakka bench ey..

aa pilla appatikey observed me and started smiling..

hurrayy!!! ani egiri gantesaa...na kanna adrustavandu ledu ani feel ayipoyaa..

ilogaa invizilator vocchadu..

time ayyindi soo he started giving out OMR sheets first..

papam anduloo fill cheyyatam maku kotta kada..(appatiki inkaa amcet exam rayalaedu.).so he was helping all of us...

manam edoo okati matladaali kada..time dorikindi ani..

i faced her....i couldn't talk... sat there in awed silence..

I just adored her.

kontha dhairyam tecchukuni...i started to speak.

neenu: "hey fil chesavaa"? ani adigaa..

baghyam: for the first time started to talk with me.."laedu nikil, nuvvu" ani cheppindi..

I was wondering how she would know my name..

neenu: "yeah neenu chesaanu.. idi go ikkada roll number rayi kinda valley raskuntaaru and ikkada idi cheyyi akkada adi " ani i was telling her..

she was doing as i said..

inthaloo entered our yama...The Invizilator.

Inviz: em babu.. exam rayalani laedaa ....

neenu: manasuloo.. "nii ayya nii problem endi raa asalu matladaka-matadaka aa pilla nooru terichi rendu mukkalu matladindoo laedo appudey chudalaa.." ani anukuni..sorry cheppa..

baghyam: sorry nikil annattugaa she was seeing me.

neneu: chaalu baghyam inka chaalu ii matram chaalu ii invizilator ni eseesi manam ellipodam ani luk esaa..

then for the rest of the exam we exchanged some luks..like when ever there was some sort of comedy in the class..etc..etc.,

exam complete ayipoyindi...we started movinng out..aa tension loo we lost our minds i suppose...tanu mala kanapadalaedu..

I came out..and we took a bus to Tirupathi..reached nellore..

i forgot her face.like matladatanikey dhairyam saripolaedu so,i couldn't luk at her properly..

the things i watched about her were that

1.gajjalu vesukuni undi.

2.red color chudidar.

3.jada chaalaa podugugaa undi..(rangu, chikkadanam, meeli kalayika).

4.ofcourse she was fair..

ayinaa prema undaali kani moham too pani emundi chepandi..!!!

pchh...aa tarvatha i couldn't see her..my hallticket number was...20400296..bahusaa tanadi kuda withing some 10 numbers range looney undeedi..but lost it..

i searched a lot on orkut...but couldn't find her..

at last andari laagey naa crush kudaa ala crush ayipooyindi.

First Crush-part-2

aa dusty face lanu clean cheekuni scene cut chesthey..
edrugundaa edoo change..

neenu: "mama...mama...rey". antuu pakkanodini gokutunna..

frnd: "endi raa nii....calm gaa undu ehe.."

neneu: "adi kadu raa itu chudu bey..indaaka aa gajjalu eskunna ammayi is luking gud"..ani cheppa.

frnd: "ayithey nuvvey chuskoo.."(basically veedu inkokarithoo commited ani anukunna..)..ani visukugaa annadu..

ii dialogue andaruu vinesaru..navavtam almost started..sarley emudniley ani nenu navvatam start chesaa..

ii time gap loo parents came ...scene cut chesthey only me laughing.
andaru parents adoo rakam gaa chusaaru..(coz edurugundaa girls also laughing seeing me)..

chi na batuku..ani anukovatam tappa...em cheyyalekapoya...first impression ey fail ...pch..

kasepatiki gates terichaadu aa watchmen..and time is 9:00am...

bagaa observe cheesi slow gaa velli correct gaa aa amayi venakalaa gate register lo sign cheyyataniki vella..(vadi anandam entoo maku ardham kalaedu.vocchinolla andari cheetaa sign chesi ey uuroo kuda rayaali.).

usually girls donot have pockets..so it is obvious that they donot have pens..ikkada nunchi start mana aatram..

neenu: "pen kavalaa ani"..pocket loo cheyyi petta.pocket udni kani pen ey laedu..

nannu assalu patinchukokundaa pen teesi sign chesindi..(she actually had her pen..)
mana daggira pen laedu anna vishyam telusu kada..so pen icchidni..naku matalu levu..

sing cheseesi...paina chusa...

K.Baghya Lakshmi.
nagari.

adento ardham kaledu...i stared feeling cold...unattu undi edoo chali estunnadi..my body was shivering..edoo teliyani tension..kaniisam smile kudaa ravatam laedu..
alagey shivering toti...
"th-thank- you" ani natti gaa cheppa...

malla smile icchi pen teskuni velliopyindi.
chi na batuku-2nd time. kudaa fail..

could this be my first crush anna feeling appudey vocchindi..

First Crush

Time : 8:30am..2006
Place : sri vidyanikethan international school.

meemu anthaa AIEEE exam rayaTaaniki came to Tirupathi. konthamandi single gaa groups and inkonthamandi with their father's.

"rangampet" bus digaamu..bust stand edurugaaney school..our exam center.

bus stand daggira boys, tarvatha road and maa edurugundaa school mudnara girls batch gaa divide ayipoyaamu..
inthaloo parents andaruu came to one side..(water bottles and some biscuts konataniki they gathered near a shop beside bus stand.)

ilogaa ikkada scenes start ayipoyaayi. appativaraku adedoo cinemalo cheppinattu atmosphere mottam change. parents makosamey pakkaku vellaraa ani anipinchindi kaseepu.evaru padithey vaadu evaroo okkarini seeing..vallemoo pagalabadi laughing...reason endukoo maku telisthey kada..alaaney chustuu undi poyaam.enthalaa antey.kallaki gajjalu eskunnara laedaa antha deep gaa..madhya madhyaloo edhavalu edoo kullu jokulu.

aa jokulaki meemu navvukuntuntey valla laughing inkaa increased..sarley valu kudaa jokes emoo ani sardukupoyaam.

exam is at 9:30am.soo inkaa gates teravalaedu..and time is 8:45am by now.

inthaloo inkoka bus vocchi aagindi..evaroo konthamandi students digaaru anthey.mana regular pallevelugu type bus annamata...road ki bus stand ki konchrem distance untundi so we could see what's happening on the other side from below to some extent.what we observed was..some two boys(luking at their chappals).and oka peddayana.and some 2-3 girls.

bus digina andaruu regular chappals, kani this time variety gaa gajjalu..
ohh god "All India Level Exam"-->palle velugu bus-->kallaki gajjalu..adi kudaa joke laa tayaru ayyindi ma vallaki.

Ilogaa maa vallu andaruu tittukovatam started "bus tondaragaa teeyaraa" ani.

hello..!!!

hello..

I am nikhil..

'have been thinking about this for a long time now. manam kudaa oka blog rasthey ela untundaa ani...kanii workout avvalaedu...

finally decided.